I would say it is still a very present though minor part of my identity tho in a good way

And yeah like performing sexy feminity is Not sex… Like not even close like even if it occurs in actual intimate situations there is a significant distinction there..

performing femininity and I mean specifically like Hot Femininity or Sexy Femininity can be such a fun thing that feels powerful (but is not rly)
it is satisfying to do.. Or was.. I think I associate it w trauma now so it’s like no longer a thing I can comfortably do but I can remember how fun and like accomplished it could feel… U kno?

used the last of my data playing kim k on break at workπŸ˜•

oh no the music went from some cutesy girl rapping now they playing bright eyes πŸ‘€πŸ‘€πŸ‘€πŸ‘€ πŸ˜΅πŸ”«

my allergy eyes so bad 2day look like im high an cryin

there’s some bon iver knock off playing in my sbux and they calling it rnb Lmao